You guys know I’ve been battling health issues for a long time now, and have been diagnosed with a myriad of potential diagnoses. The first ever diagnosis was potentiallly MS, but that was quickly ruled out, and then the most recent diagnosis was Lupus, although we’ve recently read that Dercum’s Disease–I really, really don’t like that one. But now, there’s something even more sinister than all of that lurking in the background and we have to figure out what it is.

For the first time, Michy is scared… I’m trying not to be, but I just am.

Someone put up an article in the critiques section of my board, and it led me to question something I’ve been experiencing, and that led me to talk to my friend about it, and that has led me to make an appointment with an oncologist here in the Houston area.

I’m having some major issues, health-wise, and I need to find out what is going on.

I’m not sharing this with everyone for sympathy or pity, so please, please, please for the sake of Pete, do not tell me you’re sorry or you hope I feel better, or else you’ll make me cry or something. Don’t want to do that right now.

What I do want is prayers, energy, love, strength and positive thoughts.

When I pray, I do not ask for a specific outcome. I trust the universe to know infinitely better than I do what is best for me, the big picture, and all concerned. What sometimes seems bad can often be a blessing in disguise and sometimes good things go bad in big ways, so I never assume nor presume to know what is best.

I ask of you all, please don’t ask for me to be healthy, or that the tests come back negative, etc, because that is simply putting energy into negative, whether you think it is or not.

What I ask is that you put positive thoughts into positive things: strength, love, compassion… and that there is the best possible outcome for the greater good of all concerned.

Can you do that for me?

I appreciate and love all of you, in a way it might be hard for even a writer to express.

(HUGS)

Love and stuff,

Michy

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